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How to

I recently met a new potential friend. I discovered, after spending a few hours with him, that I’m not too sure that I even know how to do friendship anymore.  It’s been so long since I had a (longterm) friend, I don’t know how it works.  I wish I could remember.  Continue reading

A rant / A reflection


I wrote a suicide note tonight. There aren’t words that exist to tell my kids how much I love them and how sorry I am for killing myself….So I can’t do it.  I can’t kill myself. Well, that’s partly the reason. My son came home.  I was watching a movie where a man picked up … Continue reading