A rant / My life

Cycles

When I crash and burn I tend to follow it with stupid behavior.

I cut myself,  lie in despair on the couch.  Go on dating sites to find random men to fuck so I can feel some affection and prove myself to be trash at the same time.

What I really need I’m not going to bother typing out again.  I’ve posted it many times.

But I’ll give you a hint with one word: validation.

But what’s the point of even mentioning it. It never happens.  Or it happens once and that’s it.  And once doesn’t cut it.

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