It’s a new year. Again. I’m still 42 and still have no clue what to do with myself.
I’m so bored.
I’ve watched most of my dvds and a lot of Netflix. I’m bored with the video game I played all the time to help keep my brain from wandering into areas that weren’t a good idea. Since my med change, I have a great deal of control over that so now my Skyrim is boring me. I just don’t know what to do with myself.
I looked into getting an accounting degree through an online school but I need $8400 for it…chuckle, chuckle, yeah right. I though of trying one of the correspondence school but a certificate from them may not help with getting work. I could end up wasting $600 for a fancy piece of paper with my name on it that means nothing.
My mental state may be better but my physical state is not. I need a job I can do from home, so I don’t have to worry about travel because I don’t have a car and because that way, I don’t have to deal with other people. That’s why I thought accounting. I do still get confused but accounting is math, which doesn’t change, and I could probably learn the lingo so that I would understand better the changes in taxes and such. And it would be something I could do from home.
But that is a pipe dream because there’s no way I can afford the proper schooling for it.
So what do I do?
How I wish I had a clue.