A rant

Whore

I joined some dating websites. I really shouldn’t have. I’ve met some wonderful men. And I’ve fucked every one (of the wonderful men).  The one’s that weren’t wonderful I never touched.  Lucky them. Why do I fuck them? I do it because I starve for affection I never got. I do it to degrade myself … Continue reading

A rant

Unloved and loved

I feel so alone. There are many people who say they love or care about me. But I can’t feel it. I can’t believe it. It’s like I’m numb to love. And it’s torture. You know it’s out there but you will never know it. It’s like having something you desire very much, and you … Continue reading