A rant / A reflection

rethinking

I wrote a suicide note tonight. There aren’t words that exist to tell my kids how much I love them and how sorry I am for killing myself….So I can’t do it.  I can’t kill myself. Well, that’s partly the reason. My son came home.  I was watching a movie where a man picked up … Continue reading

A rant / A rave / My life

Why be Suicidal?

No, I’m not suicidal right now. But do you know why I feel suicidal or that I’d do everyone a favor by offing myself? Because I cause others pain. Someone said on Facebook today that I am ultimately responsible for how I respond to others.  She’s absolutely right.  I know that I am ultimately responsible … Continue reading